I’m Rebecca, 26 years old two kids, two dogs and a husband....... That’s the basics out of the way for now. Ive always wondered why?? I’ve always wanted to have all the answers, to know why things happen. For me knowing why gives peace, control and a sense of purpose. Don’t know who it was I’m guessing someone famous or smart once said “one of the happiest moments in life is when you find the courage to let go of what you can’t change” This has been the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I’m the girl with all the answers and the one that always has a plan and solutions to all the problems.......... right??? This is me trying to find the meaning of life.